I'm just so tired....

• of all the uncertainty about work
• of being charming at interviews when after about 15 minutes it's obvious that this / that situation is just not going to work
• of trying to be patient and wait for whatever outcome will eventually work out
• of having to deal with individuals that don't just not respect me, but loathe my very existence (yes, it's true - I'm not making this up....)
• of Tabitha trying to push my buttons for six straight hours today. How is it that kids sense when you're having a hard day? And why is it that they think that's a great time to try to tax the system even more?
• of only getting 5-6 hours of sleep for about the 12th day in a row (worked the weekend & I'm the one getting up at 6:15-6:25 am every morning to get Tabitha moving.)
• physically. I'm thinking that two consecutive nights of water aerobics were probably too much. Such a tremendous amount of fun though.

Safe to say that interviews today were not quite what I'd hoped for. The first one, yeah.... I'm just not even sure where to start with the potential problems. Maybe with the fact that he wants me to invest $150,000 so that I'll be a "committed partner". Seriously if I had $150,000, don't you think I'd just be opening my own practice?? It got worse from there, but I'm going to stop before I make myself sick.

Second interview was good but short. I really, really liked the main doc. Didn't get to meet the second doc. Great office & staff. It's just that the second partner isn't quite sure that they're ready to expand to a third person. So I don't have any real feeling for whether or not there is actually a job potential there. I'm supposed to hear more in about 2-3 weeks, which feels like a really long time from now.

Came across this quote tonight which aptly sums up where I'm at right now: "The best bridge between despair & hope is a good night's sleep." ~E. Joseph Cossman

So I think that's a sign that it's time for a therapeutic shot of Jeger followed by bed.

Can't go without a recent Princess Picture! (She really hates her freckles BTW!)